it's ironic that i'm the best anorexic in the world when there is any hint of drama regarding my ex-boyfriend in my life.
it's also the only time i feel anything.
then i choose to dull that pain with vodka and sleeping pills.
vodka and sleeping pills easily replace food.
viscous cycle?
or gift from the heavens?
started blogging today, thanks for the thinspiration !
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ReplyDeletei got a new scale. A supposedly fancy, expensive, accurate one. (A "Thinner"...ha, ha.)
"It" weighs me less than my old one. It scares me. It can't be right. Help. i need an excuse to use a doctor's scale.
Wine. Except, when i drink more than a glass...i binge. Lose! (And not the good lose!)
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