one shot wonder

so i went to the carwash to get ready for a drive.

my car needed a good scrub and vacuum.

i look over and realize, 

the IS my life.

the life of a girl with eating disorder, in one frame.

Starbucks

(venti bold roast, 3 sweet and low's)

water

diet pepsi max.

(always MAX.  gotta have that extra kick.)

hand weights.  

(i don't dare presume the gym will have the weight i want.)

(and other people have TOUCHED those...)

heart rate monitor/ calorie counter

(because i always have to know...)

sugar free mint gum

(so i don't eat.)

100 calorie packs

(in case i do)

lip gloss

(i'm always dry.  everywhere.)

extra set of headphones

(it's hard to stay on the equipment at the gym for as long as i do without them)

knitting bag

(to keep my hands busy when i meet my friends for coffee...too many treats)