despite the bird like amounts of twigs and nuts i eat, the scale doesn't move.
but i'm getting smaller.
it's muscle.
big, bulgy, make-my-trainer-bat-shit-crazy-with-excitement-muscle.
yesterday he spent so much time talking about how great i looked,
that one of the other clients told us to get a room.
jealous bitch. (with a fat, lumpy, shelf-like ass)
anyway,
i like this muscle.
but the number is making me panic.
wring my hands, get your shit together, panic.
i wish i could take it off when i got on the scale...
like a costume.
because that's what those muscles are...
a costume.
now before you say what i've thought about this photo (god, how FAT)...remember...those clothes are a small. i wear a four. and i don't have an ounce of fat on my spinners legs. that's solid muscle. and i eat 800 calories a day.
crazy, right?
I'VE GOT TO STOP WITH THE WEIGHT TRAINING
& no more walking lunges.
holy muscles batman!
ReplyDeletefunny how different we all are with our bodies - I'd kill to be a size 4 & for those legs
if you hate them, yes, stay far away from the weights :) & start working towards the body you want, not what your beefy trainer wants for you
You look great! But I agree with you. I'd rather be smoother and weigh less than have muscles.
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